Happy Valentine's Day, my love, my best friend, my biggest supporter. I know I bring it up every time I write a letter, but oh how far we've come together Tina. Not a day goes by where I don't take a moment to look back at some of our photos together and cherish all the memories we made together. I loved every second I shared with you and I can't wait to create more memories together in the near future. My love and appreciation for you only grows day by day as I miss you and wait for you to wake up to text me good morning or call me as soon you wake up. I miss you so dearly my love. I miss holding your hand as we walk side by side. I miss hugging you and smelling your scent. I miss bombarding you with kisses all over your face to the point where you can barely breathe. I miss looking at you with so so soo much love to where you either smile back at me or look at me up and down with a cringed face. You always brighten my mood and now I can't imagine going about my day without your presence.
Thank you Tina. Thank you for never failing to bring a smile to my face. Everyday I smile when I see that FaceTime notification or when I see that “Connecting…” text whenever I call you. I laugh out loud (and sometimes kick my feet) watching all those cute and funny TikToks and Reels you send me. I feel so blessed whenever I get to see and go alongside you throughout your day whether it’s through text and images or through video call. All the dates we had, small or big, are something I will cherish for the rest of my life. Our time together is just never quite enough. I can’t wait to whizz past these next 4 months and spend much more time together in person. Thank you for being my greatest supporter and fan. Whether it's helping me pick new shoes or clothes to buy, helping me fix my resume and help prepare me for my adult life, recommending me with skin care products, or directing me on how to season my food, you always find a way to help me look, feel, and become a better person. I feel like I’ve been leveling up and glowing up since I met you. Thank for letting me spoil you with love. Seeing you smile and appreciate my love brings me so much joy. You deserve the world Tina. I want to stay by your side, shower you with so much more love, watch you become a better person everyday, and grow older with you. I will always be here to pull you back up when you trip in this journey called life and to support you and your passions.
Distance never gets easier. I miss your physical presence so much everyday. I miss being able to talk to you throughout the day and not only having such a small window frame to spend time together. I miss us being less than 1,000 miles apart. I look forward to seeing you in person soon again and making up for all the hugs and kisses we couldn’t give to each other while we were far apart. Once again, happy Valentine’s Day my love. Thank you for everything you have brought into my life. I love you so much. I love you unconditionally.
Your guardian angel (you said this in your letter. im not being a narcissist.)
Hyeokjin Jin